2008/02/06
Nostalgic Pavements
Listening To:
Feeling:
Eating/Drinking:
Yes, on the whole I would say that I have come to neglect this diary somewhat. There have been sections of time where I have switched to writing on paper, and times where I have not written at all. I don't know which one is better for me, in the self healing process.
My 21st floated by without many great miseries. I was happy celebrating with a random collection of home work and uni friends, and love being able to cover every surface in the lounge with cards. I heard from most of the important people.
Oceana in the evening was a strange one. I was drinking and I think I was drunk but it was more like that annoyed drunk rather than the fun crazy drunk that usually pairs with a night out in Oceana. Maybe because I was being preoccupied with some people it just ruined it to a certain degree. But lets say that even though I left pissed off I woke up in the morning smiling a little bit more.
Well now, I am at uni waiting to go back to my placement. I am aprehensive as I really don't think that my class teacher rates me very much. But I do think that my amazing teaching skills shone through a little on the last day of mini-block to prove that I do actually know what I am doing.
And as for my other issues. Yes they are still there. I have managed to do some abstaining from old habits due to seriously overdoing them around the xmas time. And I don't think that I can hold out much longer.
Music is still my saviour.
Grace
xx
bebegracie at 9:41 p.m.
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